I'm an impatient person. There are some things I have patience for but getting a BFP after ovulating for the first time in nearly 3/4 of a decade, I want it to show up immediately. I'm trying to maintain my faith in God blessing us with a healthy baby/pregnancy this time, but it gets harder with each BFN.
I'm constantly reminding myself that with both of my angels I didn't get a BFP until I was 3 days late. With my first, I was in denial that I was even PG because I'd gotten a BFN 4 days before AF was due (that was once upon a time when my cycles were every 32 days like clockwork and before my thyroid issues). With my second, it was my first time charting and I was absolutely positive that I was PG even though I hadn't gotten a BFP. I tested probably 5 times before I got the BFP, and of course, I got it when I was 3 days late.
Since I work as a church secretary, I've been praying a lot while at work (when I have the time) and blessing myself with holy water. KYFX for me to get a BFP.
Hope you get your BFP :) I'm actually going through my 2nd miscarriage right now and discovered your blog while looking up some info on lunaception. We have a lot of the same difficulties (hypothyroid, possibly diabetic, 100+ lbs to lose) so I felt instant empathy to your situation. Ample quantities of sticky, sticky baby dust your direction :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry I didn't comment back to you sooner. I didn't get my BFP but I'm still practicing lunaception and working on a baby in the future.
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